Always

(I’ve) been fighting for so long, but I will never make it right
To say I’m sorry every day will never win the fight
I’ve made too many mistakes now, no matter how I try
I simply cannot change the fact that I led her to die

(And) I should have never been involved with this whole pureblood mess
Best friends was not enough for me, but then she loved me less
I found she wouldn’t have me and she went to him instead
Such anger, such confusion, and I wanted them both dead

Sometimes I think that I’m forgetting how she smelled, her laugh and voice
I just remember that day when they hung me overhead and I
I know that I’m the one to blame, that I made such a stupid choice
I loved her more than anyone, and I will love her always

(I’ve) been fighting for so long, and I will be forever wrong
Just keep on lying, don’t forget the reason to be strong
They think that I am evil; never evil have they seen
Or understood the cost of what a single word can mean

Sometimes I think that I’m forgetting how she smelled, her laugh and voice
I just remember that day when they hung me overhead and I
I know that I’m the one to blame, that I made such a stupid choice
I loved her more than anyone, and I will love her always

Sometimes I think if I could try again she would love me instead
And we would be together in our lives, instead of in my head
And every drop of my half-blood remembers my once-happiness
And I will love her always, always, always, always, always, always . . .